I'm pissed off! （こういうの、人に向かって言うのでなければ、使ってもいいのかな。）
yeah, I'm a kind of person looking cool and matured outside, but the inside often burning and exploding just with tiny things. ha ha So, why am I so irritated? That's because I felt like having been thrown really harsh words from one of English teachers.
She is one of the teachers performing an ordinary grammar oriented English lesson and having no interests at all towards Tadoku. The word of her which really annoyed the other day is this, "all you need to do in Tadku class is to say READ!READ!READ! right?,"
GIVE ME A BREAK!!!
She has no idea how many more time I have to spare my free time outside of class to prepare for the lesson and support the students, who are terribly hurt by difficult lessons and completely lost their faith in their future using English, to retrieve their hope to be fluent in English.
I guess lots of teachers who are satisfied with giving give grammar-oriented text based English lesson like her have no doubt that their hard work, such as explaining complicated English grammar and encouraging students to translate English into Japanese, should be doing only GOOD for the students.
Aren't they too naive? Don't they know people abroad sometime make fun of those English based on Japanese English education. Don't you realize how awkward it may sound using big words from textbooks and making grammatically perfect sentences when you have small talk with your friends even though you're not fluent enough to keep the natural flow of conversation.
I'm so sad that I have no language to communicate with most of the English teachers in Japan.